Monday, June 02, 2008

today

all so we are trying to get back to 'normal' since the funeral and everything.... yet, it just seems that every where you look you see evidence of that person you lost... my eyes seem to continually drift over to the Mother's day flowers Ginny & Kurt sent me lifelessly sitting on my table while Lavender dances around the room in Marmie's jewelry saying "look at me! I'm busy!" --- and when I go to post on this silly ol' blog I find these pics of Ginny I don't think I ever saw. I'm finding myself thankful and sad too at the sight of so many little reminders.
I don't mean to sound to listless or morose... it is just the way the days are playing out, ya know... so bittersweet....



2 comments:

Susan said...

Jen,
What wonderful pictures of Ginny and the girls. I'm so glad you have them. Your not being able to throw out your Mother's Day flowers reminds me of the amethyst that Mom gave me, do you remember? It kept blooming for three years to my amazement. It was like a physical reminder of how fleeting life is. Love and prayers always, Mom

linda said...

These pictures are sweet Jen, I know they become so treasured now. We are praying for you and Josh in these hard days.